I've always wanted to be an above average person
uncut-and-uncensored: But the odds are against me. I’ve always wanted to be someone that people would look up to. Someone like a astronaut or doctor or teacher just someone who impacts. Wether it’s the whole scientific community or some 3rd graders life,just some impact. But now I feel like I am always being held back. My weight and/or book smart. Not matter what I am always being held back....
uncut-and-uncensored: I’ve had this burning in my heart for some time now to just run. Run from all of this. Run from everyone. Run from constantly getting hurt and rejected. Just to run. Its one of those feelings that I just can’t seem to shake off and everyday running seems like the better alternative.
metaphorically: i was crying in my car in front of the mcdonalds near my house eating french fries and listening to my sad playlist in the car and a black guy tapped on my window and just gave me life changing advice “its going to be ok lil nigga you can do it”